2006-06-07 - 1:37 PM

i know the kind of relationship i want to have someday. i realize today that would involve more trust in a man than ive ever had before. i want to be able to surrender to a man.. not in a way that i lose myself. or he loses himself. but in a way that exposes all of who i am .. to give over to one other in that kind of trust. that kind of love. nothing held back.. nothing hidden. a type of surrender ive never known. does it exist. does that kind of trust exist. does that kind of love exist. all my faults laid to rest and know that i am loved. that i love them in that way to be exposed so naked.
i wonder..... about the possibility.

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