2006-01-31 - 9:33 AM

swan is on her way to visit me today.
ive not seen her in a long time. shes bringing her guitar to sing me some of her new songs. ive really missed her.
i tried to clean up some.. but i just don't have the energy to do it properly..she won't mind though shes not the sort of person that would care.

my daughter is home sick today with a cold and sore throat.. so swan and i will have to hang out here.. poor little honey, i dosed her with meds and shes sleeping again. i think ill put on some chicken soup to cook.

my sugar levels still are not below 200 yet. in fact his morning back up to 262 im doing everything they are telling me.. it just is up and down. last night i could not fall asleep so i sat up and wrote for several hours in the dark quiet house. i like writing late at night.

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