2005-12-08 - 12:03 AM

my hot orange spice tea is fogging my glasses. it's -12 deg outside and midnight. i love this time of night.
its so quiet and dark. just me, my thoughts and the furnace running.
my feet in green elf slippers. i don't mind being alone. i love the silence and peace. i wonder if ill ever have another partner. trying to please someone sounds exausting anymore.
i wonder if there is such a thing as a relationship that is comfortable and peaceful. if i can't have that i don't want one.

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