2007-04-01 - 10:55 AM
i went back to bed and cried myself to sleep. woke up just now with panic rushing in like a damn broke somewhere my inner thoughts running everywhere .. yoshi gone and being alone again.. my heart is thumping in my chest and my thoughts are a nervous mess. i keep taking deep breaths and telling myself everything is ok. but the thought of being alone the rest of my life overwhelms me i was not created to be alone.. my whole being knows it. i was made for loving and being loved.. for being someones partner and companion. but i must wait... i will not choose someone just to fill the emptiness. i will not give myself for any reason but love. i am tired... tired of this life without love if not for my children i would end my waiting and lonely heart and go find yoshi in the yellow flowers
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HELP SUPPORT US thank you for being our angels.
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