2007-02-07 - 7:35 AM

someones banner at the top of the page says "my pms is nothing that a handgun and 6000 potato chips can't solve." ha. now that is funny. i can't wait to see what they say about menopause... ha. 6000 chips won't even fill that void of misery. thank god i think i am past the worst of it.

fawn is tossing her cookies this morning. poor honey bear. she lost her last baby tooth last night. she is 12 now and on the verge of teendome. can i stop time and hold her here for a while? oh please, pretty please with sugar on top.. it goes so fast. i love this age. she still comes to sleep with me and cuddle now and then. still wants hugs and still wants to tell me everything. i know the time is coming when those things will fade for a while. teen years.. lordy i am not a new mom to this.. i lived through it with my son, so i know i will make it through it again.. oh but i know whats coming.. it's like waiting for the zombie to show up in the horror movie. some sort of excitment and dread, fear and loathing all wrapped up in one emotion.

yoshi is still with us.. i wonder how that little pooch keeps going on. i am glad but i know each day is just a gift for him. i am just glad that he stayed with us through the holidays. it made fawn very happy.

i have been painting and drawing and mostly silent. a time away from writing and words. i do have more to share about that but i will save that for another time.

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