2006-10-30 - 12:20 PM

last night my sugar dropped to 67
it's quite scary and feels terrible.
it makes me feel so tired and mentally confused.

i watched the end of a love story a while ago and sat crying on my grandfathers chair. i wonder if i will ever be loved again. i know i want to be but the whole idea of a relationship still terrifies me.

i should be doing so many things today
but im so tired, i didn't sleep well last night. too afraid really to go to sleep. i kept getting up and cking my sugar levels.. gawd is that neurotic or what.

ok it's past noon.. maybe i can get away with a small nap.

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