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2006-10-23 - 9:59 PM i went to an art show at my neighbors' home across the street. i was and still am in awe and amazed at the beauty i saw. i wish i could show you all the paintings and sculptures, the necklaces and beaded gourds. i came home inspired and unable to stop thinking about some of the pieces. then suddenly i fell into depression. my words are my true art, most of which are hidden still from view. my other art just another release when i need to break away from words. but today i did nothing. no art and this is the only writing. i spent time with a friend and helped her with some things. i was not selfish or alone all day. but i feel very strange tonight. like floating from a distance of my life. my daughters' voice pulls me back to earth to help with homework .. she teases me and i laugh .. but its as though i hear someone else laughing. maybe i am just really tired.. but maybe i'm making excuses... if i still feel this disassociated tomorrow i will call my therapist. � � ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HELP SUPPORT US thank you for being our angels. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |