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2006-03-29 - 1:36 PM depression .. im in the middle of it once again. i spent the last few hours in bed. numb. i was up in the early morning taking care of fawn. taking her to school. i have a package ready to mail to my son. i sorted 10 bags of cloths yesterday looking for warm things he might need and tossing things that are unwanted. i made a list of things needed at the store. but here i sit doing nothing more. my brain tired from trying to analyze it. trying to find solutions to things i don't even know the questions of yet. im questioning my sanity today. why do i want to live another day... no i don't want to ever open that door again. every time i do it brings nothing inside but pain. � � ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HELP SUPPORT US thank you for being our angels. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |